14th
So, today I got my surfboard & wetsuit and was supposed to go surfing but ran out of time. I have never been surfing before and I can’t swim for shit so hopefully I don’t drown or get attacked by a shark. My mom used to surf every weekend hardcore so she is totally excited to see me do something she loves.
It’s been almost two months now since I got my last period and it’s totally driving me nuts. I took like atleast ten tests and they all came back negative. I have a doctors appt when I get home so hopefully I can find out whats going on. It’s just totally freakin me out. I’m not ready to be a parent but if I get pregnant I’m keeping it. My sister is not going to be able to have kids and if anyone knows me well enough they know I have problems in that department too and might not be able to carry a child either. I once bled for a year and a half straight before I told my mom about it and went to see a doctor… Any longer I would have bled to death I was so sick…. I was just super embarrassed and didn’t want anyone to know…..
Well, I’m hoping for the best but most definitely preparing for the worst.
